Gods help me...

I can't help it. I feel so lost here. I don't fit, I don't belong. I want to go home. I miss everyone. I just want to cry and cuddle. I need a hug.

I know mama is gonna read this and I don't know that anyone else does but I just need to vent. I try to like it here but I can't. I try to make good friends but... They aren't real. Perhaps it's just the move but I just can't find my way into this small-town life. I miss home. I miss Minnesota.

I'm an outcast. I can see it when people look at me. Indirectly, they are telling me I don't fit, that I won't fit. I've never actually felt like this before. I've always just soaked into the social caste. That's not the case here.

zomgcuddle~ <3

It's my 1 year anniversary with Zach today. <3

I was kind of surprised how fast a year can go by. But I love him a lot and I'm praying to every God I can think of that (he teleports real good, buys me cool gifts and keeps the chocolate coming! -Mama again. Get out of my blog! D8< ) we can make this long distance thing work.

I didn't get to spend all that long with him today -Cause of 'family piccus' |: - but I got to see him so that's okay~! <3

Ilu Zachy~ I'll miss you tons.

Breaking Camp

{piccu is mine -^-}



We're trying this whole blog thing again. Hopefully, I'll actually do something with this one. I won't hold my breath though.


Anyway, this blog is going up because of my upcoming move to Wyoming. This way I can just go "Look guys! I updated!" And my horde of friends can go "OMGYAY!" Then it will get read or something.

Gods. What in the name of bob will I put on this thing? Book tidbits? School updates? Pictures? Art? I guess we'll see.

I doubt it will be as in depth as mama's blog. Cause she is far better at blogging than me. I am, after all, much more entertaining in person but I suppose this will have to do.