I'm back.

:| I couldn't remember my account stuff. Oh mai... I saw mama posting and went "Oh yah..."

Anyways~ I am back. Back in the groove. Had my wisdom teeth taken out, which was pretty awesome. The nurse was way nice and answered all of my many questions. IV's are over-rated.

Relationship wise, Zach and I are no longer. We're still friends, but I don't think we were anything more than that anyways. I've got Sora now, and she makes me happier than I thought I could be.

I have a wonderful girlfriend, the best friends I could ever ask for, a family that drives me crazy, a new laptop, my birthday's coming up, a camera, my junior year is looking good, I got to go to the beach, my room got painted, and everything is just working out. It's wonderful. It's nice to just look at my life and go, "Man. I've got it good." It's nice to take it in.

It's good to be home.


I like this song.

Gods help me...

I can't help it. I feel so lost here. I don't fit, I don't belong. I want to go home. I miss everyone. I just want to cry and cuddle. I need a hug.

I know mama is gonna read this and I don't know that anyone else does but I just need to vent. I try to like it here but I can't. I try to make good friends but... They aren't real. Perhaps it's just the move but I just can't find my way into this small-town life. I miss home. I miss Minnesota.

I'm an outcast. I can see it when people look at me. Indirectly, they are telling me I don't fit, that I won't fit. I've never actually felt like this before. I've always just soaked into the social caste. That's not the case here.

zomgcuddle~ <3

It's my 1 year anniversary with Zach today. <3

I was kind of surprised how fast a year can go by. But I love him a lot and I'm praying to every God I can think of that (he teleports real good, buys me cool gifts and keeps the chocolate coming! -Mama again. Get out of my blog! D8< ) we can make this long distance thing work.

I didn't get to spend all that long with him today -Cause of 'family piccus' |: - but I got to see him so that's okay~! <3

Ilu Zachy~ I'll miss you tons.

Breaking Camp

{piccu is mine -^-}



We're trying this whole blog thing again. Hopefully, I'll actually do something with this one. I won't hold my breath though.


Anyway, this blog is going up because of my upcoming move to Wyoming. This way I can just go "Look guys! I updated!" And my horde of friends can go "OMGYAY!" Then it will get read or something.

Gods. What in the name of bob will I put on this thing? Book tidbits? School updates? Pictures? Art? I guess we'll see.

I doubt it will be as in depth as mama's blog. Cause she is far better at blogging than me. I am, after all, much more entertaining in person but I suppose this will have to do.